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[sid] => 37367
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => School Suicidal
[time] => 2004-03-04 18:57:39
[hometext] => Sorry, another one about school... damn vacation's over *grumbles* O, & this one's about my math class.
[bodytext] => I don’t know whether to laugh or cry, so I do a bit of both. I get so very frustrated with all the drama and lies. I’m forced to hide it all inside. So when I crack, it’s REALLY bad. Like when there’s a simple problem that I just can’t do, I just sit there and tell people stupid stories. And when the teacher yells at me, I’m too broken to care. I throw back my head back and laugh hysterically, a strange laugh, almost crying. I stab myself with whatever’s at hand, usually a pen or knife, that fixes me a little, but not for very long... People start to laugh at me, I start thinking things, like cutting off their tongues, let’s see them laugh now! I normally fall a couple times, ‘cause I’m really clumsy. I want to hurt them o so bad, I want to hurt myself, in hopes of getting the agony out. The one I love, the one who loved me, but rejects me now, I’m forced to stare at you. Now I want scream in hate and pain, you used to understand... O well... Class is over now. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 669 [topic] => 13 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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