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[title] => My Pain
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[bodytext] => It makes me feel queasy, sometimes even wheezy, this condition of mine, spreads like an overgrown vine, until lying muscles clenched on the floor, The pain I cannot stand anymore. I am trapped within the confines of my own mind, and there no one can reach me. It is I they cannot find. Short of breath with a migraine, This thing transformed to a rock from a tiny grain, I cannot think, I am weak, an aching fear of blacking out. Not knowing if I can come out of this doubt. A tremendous anxiety surrounds and suffocates me in my dizzy meditation, And then it starts again, the palpatations. No one knows what it is, but I do...It is the monster within. It is bigger and stronger. It can pin me down and have me kicking and screaming on the ground. In a matter of seconds it is gone and can't be found, Until we meet again, when my heart starts to pound. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 25 [informant] => Amber [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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