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[sid] => 35609
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Bound
[time] => 2004-02-19 22:07:12
[hometext] => once again I find myself in the core of everything I hate - please comment ... and you'd think I'd feel better after writing it... I wish... :(
[bodytext] => Is there anything that can possibly fill this hole? Is there nothing that can soothe my troubled soul? Why must it be so tormented, torn, abused, Why must I feel so lost, disillusioned, and confused? Is there something I can learn from this? Is there a lesson from broken emptiness? If there is, I don’t want to be taught – Not at the expense of having my soul left to rot. My head is spinning, my heart is heavy, I fear there’s nothing that can save me. I sigh again and trudge slowly on, Trying to convince myself the pain is gone, And it might fade, but it never leaves, So I see no reason to believe. Tears will form, but they’ll never show – What you can’t see you shall not know. Don’t ask what’s wrong, I will not tell – Cuz pain this great cannot be helped. The road ahead gets worse and worse, So forever I’m bound by this vile curse. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 227 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Kilikina [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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