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[aid] => mick
[title] => Hollow Love
[time] => 2002-09-08 10:28:35
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[bodytext] => frigid wind nips away at my ears and nose
but i don’t notice all i see are the endless stars all i feel are the glowing waves of warmth emanating from the angel beside me steam from the lake dances with the moonlight as she snuggles closer to escape the night’s chilling touch my thin, frail voice seeming so distant, prays to her asking so politely for her love hearing these words her face beams lighting up the night we hold out our pale, quivering hands and make the exchange my heart for hers kneeling, we pray together Father…guide us help us to never lose sight of your love keep us in your presence help us to always put You first give us strength hollow...meaningless…words… but that’s what we’re supposed to do…right? *four months later* i lie in a pool of my own crimson blood my innocence wasted shredded and torn my wretched heart lies where she dropped it struggling desperately to keep beating she gave me her heart, but not her love she deceived me angel…from Hell and what cuts through my soul like a million, blunt knives... i did the same to her we hid from our Father in dark corners in gloom in sin Oh God…please forgive me Father…please help me i know, i know all i need is You Your love this is so hard all i want to do is lie down and cry it is so hard, forcing myself to get up and do what needs to be done it takes practically everything i have to keep from breaking down never have i cried so much over anything before… …ever i know, i know... i just need to wait i don’t know what for yet… but it is so hard i’m so tired of living a lie i’m not fit to run my own life Father show me the way God… give me strength I roll over pick up the pieces of My broken heart and raise them to the Son but He is already there beside Me lifting Me up wiping My tears and I know now that He always has been… and always will. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 11 [informant] => dingoku [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ChristianPoetry )
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