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[aid] => mick
[title] => Mixed Emotions
[time] => 2004-02-10 19:54:50
[hometext] => ???
[bodytext] => There’s so much to think, and so much to deal with. I don’t know where to begin. If I choose the wrong path I’ll end up in that never-ending tunnel of weird emotions and confusion. I don’t want to go the wrong way. I don’t want to lose you like I lost everything else. You made me realize that there is a point for my life. But I still am not able to clearly see it. It feels like I’m stuck in a horrible mess that I can’t get out of. It hurts like a *****. I wish there was a way to talk to you everyday we say we’ll talk forever, yet it seems like we’re fading. When I get those e-mails, I am so happy, like I’m cared for, but then those days go by that I don’t get that e-mail and for some reason, I feel like you don’t want to talk to me or care for me. For some odd reason I feel used, like I’m just here when someone’s hurting or needs to talk to someone. I want to feel like I’m always needed and wanted. I just feel like trash. But…whatever…thanks…I think. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 346 [topic] => 43 [informant] => hawaii06 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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