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[sid] => 34073
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Self Destruction
[time] => 2004-02-06 09:27:58
[hometext] => This is a little insight into my mind
[bodytext] => I'm tearing myself apart at the seems, Ripping this false image into pieces, Cut out my heart and stamp it out, Whats broken is always useless Cutting myself for that element of control, Slash at my skin hoping for power, Cut out my eyes so none can see, Cut out my ears so no-one can talk Lost every thing that was dear to me, Everything else is a lie to me, So I slowly destroy my self, Kill every thing good inside I'm a walking talking meglomaniac, I'm a hopeless suffering hypochondriac, I'm a self mutilating pyromaniac, I'm a diseased whore of a necrofeliac I ask my self the same old question, Is there actually a heaven or a hell, Then I slash myself with a razor blade, And smash the bible over my head I cant read, I cant sleep, I cant ***** So who the hell am I, Just another useless reject of society, Living a life with out promise or dreams So I destroy myself so subtley, Cutting where no-one can see, So many cracks there are in my skull, Some self inflicted, some are not I cant breathe because I choke myself, With my hands and with an iron rope, And just maybe, just maybe theres hope, That I'll die from something that eats me alive Then I guess I'll be happy again, No more waiting for death, let it come, No more of this useless breathing, No more of this painful crying Self destruction is my only route, And I'm happy with that, cos all in all, I guess I'm just another brick in the wall, So its time to smash that brick out, Hit it with a sledge hammer, And bury it under cement, Under that last stand againsts society's Solitude bed of red [comments] => 2 [counter] => 327 [topic] => 59 [informant] => alecfernadez [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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