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[sid] => 33927
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Own Personal Hell
[time] => 2004-02-05 02:36:17
[hometext] => I don't like this one very much but it made me feel better at the time to write it.
[bodytext] => An emptiness that doesn't end A bond of sadness that doesn't bend It holds me down And turns my mouth into a frown An anger that doesn't quit Just makes me want to hit I scream to the ceiling The release is healing But it's never enough And makes life seem so tough People look at me And what do they see? A sweet little child With a temper so mild That's not real That's not how I feel But nobody really cares As long as they don't have to see my nightmares I have to see them every night As I succumb to sleep and lose the fight I wake trembling and scared But I get up and leave, my fears unshared There's a coldness that runs so deep Very little sanity do I keep I think I'm on the edge I just might slip over the ledge The pain in my soul Swallows me whole And I'm left as a shell Living my own personal Hell [comments] => 2 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 48 [informant] => JadedExistence [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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