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[aid] => mick
[title] => A thousand reasons, all because of you.
[time] => 2004-02-05 00:05:34
[hometext] => A thousand different things all happening at once. And it is all because of you! Thanks for the memories, or are those the nightmares, so unsure anymore.... Hope you all enjoy.. MaJ
[bodytext] => -----------_________-------------- My mind is turning at the speed of sound, My heart is non-stop as it spins around I stop and notice I am not screaming, I wake up from this dream I was dreaming. Dreaming a dream of a thousand nightmares Screaming a sound of a thousand fears I see a thousand eyes, with a thousand stares, I cry out loud a thousand times, but no one hears. I live inside my mind of pain I died inside being insane A thousand wonders of what I should do I feel this insanity grow, and it is all because of you. A thousand tries to fill this emptiness inside of me A thousand versions of this insane insanity A thousand mortal sins have made me weak, My mind is my asylum that I seek. Surreal are these voices in my head, They never leave, a thousands voices of the dead, I wish they would be silent, I wish I never knew, I wake up screaming, and it is all because of you. It's all because of you, I wake up screaming because of you, A thousand voices of the different sides of you The insanity bleeds into my soul, all because of you. A thousand tries to forget you, I’ve tried I still have a thousand knives stabbing me inside I run a thousand miles to try and hide A thousand memories of you is all I find I ask you a thousand times now to leave me alone Inside these insane thoughts you have grown Your pain you caused a thousand times over is known I still have a thousand thoughts, looking for a thousand homes. I am standing all-alone here A thousand thoughts so unclear A thousand days that seems to crawl You caused me to lose everything; Now I have nothing at all. My mind not clear all the time You bring me down a thousand times, and you don’t even try I said it to you, maybe a thousand times is to few, I will say it a thousand times over, “It is all because of you!” [comments] => 0 [counter] => 531 [topic] => 6 [informant] => MajesticPoet [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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