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[aid] => mick
[title] => Trust Faith
[time] => 2004-02-04 23:03:31
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[bodytext] => I feel like writing But I don’t know what to write I feel indifferent Nothing feels right Nothing makes sense I am trying to act normal Act like myself But I can’t It takes too much energy Too much effort Trying not to let him know that something is wrong with me I laugh and smile Putting on my fake skin that I can only see through Even if he did ask I would lie I would say that I’m fine Why would anything be wrong? He wouldn’t believe me He would know I’m lying How can he tell? Is it that obvious? He is the only one who knows He can see through me Even though I barely know him He knows everything about me How is that? I hide from his questions I don’t want to answer For what I tell him might ruin our friendship forever And this cannot happen I don’t know what I would do without him He is the only one who keeps me sane He is one of the few close, true friends I have Or at least I think so Hopefully he’ll still be here when times get tough Maybe he’ll be the one who’ll stick around when all others forsake me So far he has always been there for me And swears he always will I will trust him I am going to have faith in him Because he has faith in me [comments] => 1 [counter] => 1427 [topic] => 16 [informant] => bluoreo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FriendshipPoetry )
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