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[sid] => 33708
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Physical State Nostalgia
[time] => 2004-02-03 19:07:43
[hometext] => Written on 11-24-2003.
[bodytext] => Emptiness and loneliness, Why do I feel this deep inside? What have I really left to hide Other than my lack of happiness A hole so profound, no sound In the darkness, my heart pounds Forward in a tunnel, no white light Can’t lose focus in the night My vision is blurry, I want to hurry But all that’s left to do is fight Fight against myself, against my worries That nothing will be alright tonight My reality is standing still, And I’m left with a hole to fill, My whole soul just lost control, Over my own ideals, my own goals I miss losing myself to my own pain, Wasting my time without using my brain Timing and accuracy, speed and consistency, The only thing missing, is the old me Pain in my muscles, joints, and bones Didn’t matter in front of that throne Had I known how I’d long those days I would’ve chosen another way But what isn’t was never meant to be, And what will be is still unknown to me So I sit back in anger, wonder, and weep As I listen in me to the thunder so deep My eyes sparkle every time I reminisce The lies I once thought I’d never miss While neglecting the beauty and glory Of an ancient art, training, and stories. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 44 [informant] => Xenodata [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Nostalgic )
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