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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Cannot Conceive Your Fright
[time] => 2004-02-01 23:28:09
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[bodytext] => all this time i mourned our losses but not until tonight can i truly feel your fright sometimes i imagine what would happen if you walked through the door and said you didn’t want to fight anymore maybe i’d get a random phone call and it would be you, ending it all but that day never came and it began to fade and life as i knew it went on just the same and not until tonight can i truly feel your fright sometimes i wonder what’s going on with you are you happy? smiling, with friends? i’d be glad for you. are you sad? crying, alone? i’d be sad for you. but not until tonight can i truly feel your fright once in awhile i’ll have this strange feeling like maybe, just maybe you’re thinking about it too about back before everything decayed for you but not until tonight can i truly feel your fright sometimes when alone with myself there are no words or rhymes just the sudden urge to die and i wonder if it’s like that for you too but not until tonight can i truly feel your fright i try to empathize open my mind take in what you feel try to make believe for you what is real try to comprehend try to be a separated friend but not until tonight can i truly say i don’t understand your fright i’ve only memories and rumors of you, only the best, only the worst enough to make any person burst try as i might i cannot conceive your fright i heard from the mouths of friends sightings of you, knowledge of you and i can only hope it’s not true while i pray because i know it is for you poor thing, it seems, are the words to say but i dont want to pity a friend that way days i’ve spent wondering if you regret what happened between us and i forget you’ve more to tend to, to grieve than this it is only i, that can reminisce heard you were in trouble, i’d be there on the double i’m not sure why, but i’d do anything so you didn’t have to cry why am i so devoted to you a friend, you dislike me, but i’ll never forget you to any of my friends they are a part of my soul if any were lost i’d never let go it may seem foolish but i’ve nothing left to care what is thought heard you’d changed your ways sinking in the days sorry for your losses wish i could help you don’t want to hurt you anymore fifteen years old, possibly pregnant no one to comfort you friends all deserted when you left them behind and no parents to cure your strained mind drugs and sex way past the fun good friend of mine, what have you done? will you never be given the opportunity to change your life, start over, in a new place? regain your old charisma, gain a new face? if only you had let me help i’d still be there beside you and simply said i know it would have made no difference to you our friendship was already dead but not until tonight can i truly ponder your fright but not until this lonesome night can i truly ponder your fright [comments] => 1 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 32 [informant] => calista [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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