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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ending This Friendship
[time] => 2002-09-02 14:35:59
[hometext] => I had written four poems about this particular friend, three are nice, the fourth was when she didn’t come to my prepared Easter dinner out of spite, and then I tried a make up, as friends do, but I never trusted her really after that. Actually I had started doubts before that, about things missing and only this person knew. The jealously involved with her, was way out of control. I didn’t realize it at the time, but she kind of likes both sexes and is friends with another friend of mine, which we are both straight and like men. But this one ex friend now, she is mental. I mean she is split in her moods and personalities. I cannot handle the abuse of her tongue and at work her harassment there, and the emails that are not mine being sent out, that I was unawares… Just way too much. So a friend no more, the poems I wrote at the time, I meant, but this one ends the friendship of all the poems I had written about our friendship. I very rarely go thru this. I usually keep friends for life. But this, well, you have to end this when its too much of a bad thing.
[bodytext] => The inspiring friendship it was Exactly in the past now For then it did what a friendship does Become close and share all that we would allow I guess I should have known That almost three years, now since April, the Easter Event It’s never been the same; I had been suspecting an unseen tone Selected personal things gone missing, I know the intent Of where I put things already packed Then there’s the chats online, spiteful, angry and then disappear At work, the jealously continues, all thru everyone you sacked Your crude, vicious ways, spiteful, all because I got too near The real you, the one who is doubled, minded, you need help The fact that you being Bi was not too keen for me Straight Heteral I am, but you get jealous and yelp For I have other friends, you like but only too possessively I cannot have a friend like this, too spiteful and too much hatred inside It’s important to share my friends with all Nothing to hide, not possessive, you did tell all about what I did confide There’s my heart now, not hurt anymore, although this friendship did fall I no longer trust you, for what you did at work and outside too You need help; perhaps the personalities inside you split you too much The mood swings and spitefulness and anger, and hate is all I knew From you, even though I did try to surpass that with my friendship touch This time you really want to hurt me, physically; this is a lot for me to bear That perhaps I might have to get the law involved and put you to that mental lair Where you need to get the right help, and not hurt anyone or yourself Sorry, I just cannot be there now, really just pray and hope for what you need So in time, perhaps those spiteful, angry emotions inside will end that greed But the trust isn’t there, nor is the respect, that is put on a shelf For another perhaps my heart to trust, but not so close Hate to even write this, but it’s part of life and this message I had to post. Amber Rose Yeager – August 31, 2002 [comments] => 5 [counter] => 204 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Rose [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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