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Array ( [sid] => 32006 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => NEEDED [time] => 2004-01-18 01:55:16 [hometext] => Some people just want to hurt. [bodytext] => Cruelty you dealt to me and it stuck like glue,
I drove all my friends away but you.
We both have the same intentions – to see me bleed.
I would not turn your cruelty away, it was my lifes need.

If I was to live I needed to feel as though I should die,
I needed those words so that they could shatter my high.
I needed to feel unworthy and I needed to feel alone,
I needed to feel like I was not welcome in anyones home.

I needed to feel my body grow weak from being battered and bruised,
I needed to know that I was put on this earth only to be used.
I needed to know that my life is a damn worthless waste,
That nobody of it would want even just a single little taste.

I needed to hear that I was bad, that I was doing wrong,
I needed to know that my death deserves to be painful and long.
All this I needed just so that I may live,
And it was you that all this to me give.

So cruelty you deal to me and it still sticks like glue,
Scars and bruises are inked on my skin like a tattoo.
We both have the same intentions – to make me die,
But the shell of me is still here, and I don’t know why.


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NEEDED

Contributed by EmSal on Sunday, 18th January 2004 @ 01:55:16 AM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



Cruelty you dealt to me and it stuck like glue,
I drove all my friends away but you.
We both have the same intentions – to see me bleed.
I would not turn your cruelty away, it was my lifes need.

If I was to live I needed to feel as though I should die,
I needed those words so that they could shatter my high.
I needed to feel unworthy and I needed to feel alone,
I needed to feel like I was not welcome in anyones home.

I needed to feel my body grow weak from being battered and bruised,
I needed to know that I was put on this earth only to be used.
I needed to know that my life is a damn worthless waste,
That nobody of it would want even just a single little taste.

I needed to hear that I was bad, that I was doing wrong,
I needed to know that my death deserves to be painful and long.
All this I needed just so that I may live,
And it was you that all this to me give.

So cruelty you deal to me and it still sticks like glue,
Scars and bruises are inked on my skin like a tattoo.
We both have the same intentions – to make me die,
But the shell of me is still here, and I don’t know why.






Copyright © EmSal ... [ 2004-01-18 01:55:16]
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Re: NEEDED (User Rating: 1 )
by rainchaser on Monday, 19th January 2004 @ 10:02:16 AM AEST
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sad enough years ago I could relate and If I wasn't hurting me I made it where everyone around me did Sorry to hear tou are going trough intesnse time hope it passes soon


Re: NEEDED (User Rating: 1 )
by Cobalt on Thursday, 5th February 2004 @ 01:31:43 AM AEST
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I truly hope you are past this. No one deserves to be hurt though it happens often. I think this was an incredible write. It just kept dragging me from line to line.


Re: NEEDED (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Thursday, 5th February 2004 @ 06:29:32 AM AEST
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Oh, Em, this is sad. Hun, I hope you're not still going through this. Message me if you need to talk.




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