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[sid] => 31494
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Paranoia and what it means to me
[time] => 2004-01-12 16:15:21
[hometext] => This ones weird, paranoid, and I lose it a bit at the end... Over enthusiasm i guess....
[bodytext] => I hear the voices loud and clear, Out my window I start to peer, So much movement, so much staring, I close my eyes; I stop caring They get louder and louder, My eyes get wider and wider, They torment me; Scream at me, Get me outta here, I cant see With my pillow covering my head, My eyes stone cold and red, I wonder when the voices stop, I wonder when the ball will drop But there louder, screaming I cant take it, clinging On to something I cant hold, My head clears up feeling bold, I step up to the window and think of you, Choking for air I scream; ***** YOU But the voices continue all the time, I cant take this, soak my eyes in lime Cover my ears with my hands, Cant hear; No-one understands, He's poisoning me again I tell you, Shut up listen, I put it through Cant you see my face is green, Cant you see I'm already seen, Wont these noises ***** stop, Cant I hear you from the top Your whispering is killing me, Cant you stop and see, Stop talking to me, Not listening any more, Get away from me you ***** whore, Shut up, I cant take it, Shut up, dont need your *****, Your voices talking every day, Never giving me enough to say *** And then it happens, all is silent, My rage is gone, I'm not violent, I hear the mice breathing in the street, I hear the patter of old man's feet Its gone away, its quiet now, I could here a nail drop in moscow, But what am I, am I schizoid? I dunno, I'm just paranoid... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 48 [informant] => alecfernadez [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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