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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Melissa's Poem #3 (Melissa's Lament)
[time] => 2004-01-05 14:59:08
[hometext] => If only I had a true friend...
[bodytext] => Everyone keeps bothering me, they won't let me be, I look up to God and ask,"Why me?" I lock myself in my room and sit down on my bed. I hate my life..would I be better off dead? My head hurts from crying; I can't take the pain, I hate my life; I'm going insane. My eyes are burning as I lay, crying in my bed, There are too many things, going on in my head. I hate my family, nothing I do is ever good enough, I try my best to do well, my friends say my life's not that tough. Sure, I have my health and I'm really smart, But I feel my life is falling apart. I don't have many friends, I'm overweight, I sure don't love things more than I hate. My sister's a *****, I hate her too. She curses and hits me, and treats me like I'm two. No one understands how much pain I'm in, I wish someone did..just one true friend. Someone who could right now be nice to me And hold me tight and comfort me. Someone to wipe my tears away whenever I cry. But there's no one like that and I wonder why? I'm filled with hurt, anger, and confusion inside. Far to often at this point I'll consider suicide. It seems like it's the perfect escape from my pain. I jhave nothing to lose, tho, nothing to gain. One simple task to end my life. Will it be a gun? pills? poison? or a knife? But killing myself is too harsh. I'd never do that. Just because I hate my family, my life, my fat. And no one can help me..I wonder why? So until I find out, I'll just sit here and cry... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 48 [informant] => norm [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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