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[sid] => 29195
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => untitled dec 12
[time] => 2003-12-11 23:54:41
[hometext] => i dont know... i guess how im feeling now....
[bodytext] => No one has time for me anymore They’re too busy in their own little world, To notice me, To want to talk to me. I feel so insecure, I don’t know who to talk to, I don’t think anyone really wants to talk to a psycho. I can’t think of the positives anymore. I try, but I can’t. I don’t think there are anymore. I blame myself for how my friends feel, Just standing there watching them wanting to heal, But they can’t because of me… But maybe… without me? Eventually… I feel so alone, so cold and sad, Everything hurts, like I have done everything bad. I don’t want to feel so negative, But there is nothing left that I have That makes me want to stay. I’m hurting everyone this way, Staying in this world, hurting them, I hate feeling so numb. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 190 [topic] => 32 [informant] => frozensuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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