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[sid] => 28972
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => long time dead
[time] => 2003-12-09 08:09:56
[hometext] => i wrote this a few months back when i was being bullied but although it hasent stoped im alot happeir now
[bodytext] => as a heavy source of sorrow and a razor blade are aplide to my wrist i cut i slice i just miss my teary eyed vision prolongs my pain as i miss yet again finally i hit lquid gold red and rushing warlm the key to my exsistence i keep on thinking as i watch it leave i cant help but make this experiance a little shorter as i give my wrist a sqeeze with these blood stained hands i watching myself drain you tore my heart in peices along time ago so i dont feel the pain but i did back then when you shatterd me as i willingly broke on the floor where was my gardian angel then? when i was screaming i couldnt take much more but now ive been dead for awhile planning the final end the day i lay my worn body to rest but first i placed my heart in a hollow box because its become so dented god yelling at me telling me sucide is a sin when he gave me a working body to live in so im deciding to be defiant one last time and give it back to him as a present a sarcastic thank you gift for being created this is my willing sacrfice but not my soul my soul went down with my coffin my soul went cold [comments] => 0 [counter] => 247 [topic] => 36 [informant] => loopylou [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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