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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Poison and My Cure
[time] => 2003-12-08 15:35:50
[hometext] => I fell in love with the wrong person. He is an actor, and acted like he cared for me so I would not hurt myself. Unfortunately when he stopped, I started cutting myself because I was ashamed. Once again, he is pretending that he cares for me. I am ashamed
[bodytext] => Your swath is sensed from miles away Leaving trails of misery and woe behind The lithe you reak is so typically seen Yet thy guise is only seen by me I have taken the time to look in thy soul Transparent, deceptive, desensitized From so many shameless mistakes and misery Could I have fallen in love with thee?! It seems like a lifetime I endureth this pain From the turn of your two-sided soul Ignoring my plea so loud and piercing Yet no more piercing then your glare You never knew of my feelings for thee I seek out thy presence among the crowd Others so distant --- ---Cast out of my mind like shadows You showed me that love truly exists Love so nieve; it came from above Knowing not the consequences I shall never again fall in love You treateth me not the way you once did To you I was common Overlooked by all, blest by my humbleness To keep my love hidden--- --Yet growing; alive! Like a flower in the sun it thrived! Dependent on the light Yet now that the light I have seen is gone My love for you will die Another day I awake With love floating in the air... In waves and spires unwavering before thee I am grimaced by thy eyes And yet I have come to find... ... You have sought out my hidden feelings Though I do not know how, or why You take my hand and grasp it tight' Never willing to let go Holding on with all thy might My happiness hangs by a thread And the strings of my life you hold My happiness depends on you If our love is true Attempt to hear my plea--- ---once more! You are the poison, And yet your are the cure T'was you who enticeth me so much pain! From the core of my heart To the exterior of my skin The scars you have abandoned are perminent You enticeth me to fall in love with thee My will is bent It has gone awry I never meant to fall in love with thee I never meant to depend on your kisses So malicious Yet they feed the starvation of my soul Immaciated and feeble from sorrow and toil I wither without them I wither without you You never intended me to fall in love Yet you enticeth me to do so! Thy whispers in my ear Take away my feeble breath You stole my heart 'Tis never to return My voice you will never hear My conciousness disenables me to speak Growing further from you With every passing second Fate is jealous of my love 'Twill never let it last this long I intended it not to grow this strong The knife lay in the corner; lone Everything else has disappeared I think of you Of what you put me through And scars create themselves The dagger---stained with blood! From my depression created from love! My reflection in the blade Embodies my soul and all of my shame Now that you have discovered The way that I feel about you 'Tis too late! The scars remaineth on my heart Forever and for eternity The scars on my body are but a shadow Of the pain I feel inside of me Your fervent lips disguise The malice that lingers inside The depths and crevices of your heart Shallow and frail Dark and grim Blackened with inadvertant sin You greeted me with comely speech I was unable to speek to thee You ignored my tormented heart Scars surroundeth my body and soul All created without cause Who says that love is good? My love for you is false Days gone by, my feelings are known My broken heart is amended Thy impassionate speech has enslaved my heart Hanging by a thread And once again, you hold the strings My happiness is dependent on thee This was never meant to happen Love is alive; it thrives! It chooses a path of its own You know of my pain, but not of my love One word uttered from thy lips Has cured my intricate sorrow Simply and easily without effort My crooked ways are amended You have heard my plea!! But you still are blinded and unable to see Of my love for thee Months of pain from the inside and out Is cured by one word One passing glance spared And my heart is repaired Yet it's vulnerability has increased I seeketh you out by day and by night I depend on your kisses so sweet My love for you can only get greater I crave the sight of your face Yet I am disgraced For you do not know of my love for thee And never will know of my pain You never will love me Yet I am content You have offered thy care aboundingly Yet if your ever were to take it away My heart would be broken forever Forever and for eternity Do not go away Stay here with me! Do not vanish into fog like the rest The pain you have caused is over Yet you knoweth not what you have done I overlook thy transgressions Like you overlook my love One word from you Can cure a lifetime of shame Yet it is never to become Fore I am not the one This may seem false to you To the lowly passerby But you must understand the depression love brings My essence is no longer my own Everything I am is given to him To the one who has offered his care But if he ever is to vanish To disappear into darkness Like a shadow without hope My world will be blurred with my tears Never seeking a second chance But clinging to what I have left of myself--- ---Nothing Without you I am nothing I depend on thy passing glance [comments] => 1 [counter] => 257 [topic] => 2 [informant] => SkYyBLu [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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