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[sid] => 28217
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => forgive me
[time] => 2003-11-29 15:09:25
[hometext] => this poem has many a reason linked to it, just as i have many downfalls in my past.....it isnt meant for people to like it or rate it really...i just want to share this ...
[bodytext] => to hurt again is one thing to love again is another both of which i try not to do i wanted to change that night i wanted to try but it all fell into place too easily my life has been a burden with little boys full of dreams, full of lies every single one presented himself to me offering his love like an offering to the gods my pain they cared not for they only chose my passion my love soon went away please try to understand i am not trying to play around please try to see through my eyes look to what i had not found they all had loved me, their lips told me so they all begged for me wanted not to let go (2 turned to suicide 1 turned to rape 3 turned to a hospital for the mentally insane) i have been but a child in the midst of this love i have seen all my sufferings through my razors and my blood you came along that night and i saw in you my abandoned heart and you scared the hell out of me and i try to tell you, but i could not raise my gaze i felt ashamed of my past and my lies all the same i did not try to hurt you, or lead you on to nothing i tried to keep myself alive forgive me. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 187 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Ldy_Tryst_Vampyrre [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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