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Array ( [sid] => 27752 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Artificial Happiness [time] => 2003-11-23 14:22:57 [hometext] => [bodytext] => Record my thoughts and trace them in the dirt
Kick a rock and it rolls forever

Feeling or belonging to nothing
Get out of the cold with a straight face

Close my jacket for the first time without asking why

Lying awake and dreaming at the same time
Faithfully holding onto something

Empty words we never spoke
My eyes are fighting sleep
Red and indisposed

Sorry for everything that happened
And happy for it all

Waiting around forever
Hang up the call

Prescriptions and bottles
Tired of the same old things

Buttons and lights on the phone
So sick of the nonexistent rings

Empty words I spoke to myself
Caring for nothing or the pain I dealt

Wishing for always
And asking for never

Taking from no one
Not being together

Prescriptions that take hold of me
Swallow artificial happiness

Lying awake tormented, laughing
Falling for the trickery my pain provides

Wishing like hell you didn't despise me

Blurry words on plastic caps
Two capsules in the morning

Prescriptions that offer nothingness
Artificial motivation with no warning

Controlling my smiles that always fade
Pop that pill again

Drop that blade

Take off my glasses
Dry my cheeks with my arms

Take two capsules in the morning
You can lie awake

Devoted to faithful thoughts and tears
Where would I be?

Moments in time without the curves of a frown

Losing so much time as I lay me back down

Lying awake and dreaming at the same time
Devoted to something

Prescription bottles ripping and gnashing
Losing my humanity

Take two capsules in the morning
Losing an ounce of sanity

Eyes fighting sleep
Allied with my thoughts

Sleep losing a battle
A battle never fought

Twist off the cap, pull out the two

Capsules that have tiny little writing
And are the brightest color blue

Remind me of artificial happiness
And of these dying eyes

Fake the way I hold myself
And I'll fake my motivation

Losing my sense of hope sometimes
Never losing my dedication

Prescription bottles everywhere

Littering the floor
I tell you that I'm satisfied

And they still feed me more

Take two capsules in the morning
Don't you dare forget

If you lose your artificial happiness

Life full of regret

I have my desparate desires that I tell on the phone
My intent thrown so out of control

Emotions full of artificial motivation

And bottles full of pills

Lying awake tomorrow night
So faithfully

Empty my words and my bottles
Close my jacket tight

Losing this artificial battle
Eyes against sleep will fight

Prescriptions control, throwing me around
Losing my sense of anything

You

And my feet float so far off the ground

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Artificial Happiness

Contributed by Exodus-On-Life on Sunday, 23rd November 2003 @ 02:22:57 PM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry



Record my thoughts and trace them in the dirt
Kick a rock and it rolls forever

Feeling or belonging to nothing
Get out of the cold with a straight face

Close my jacket for the first time without asking why

Lying awake and dreaming at the same time
Faithfully holding onto something

Empty words we never spoke
My eyes are fighting sleep
Red and indisposed

Sorry for everything that happened
And happy for it all

Waiting around forever
Hang up the call

Prescriptions and bottles
Tired of the same old things

Buttons and lights on the phone
So sick of the nonexistent rings

Empty words I spoke to myself
Caring for nothing or the pain I dealt

Wishing for always
And asking for never

Taking from no one
Not being together

Prescriptions that take hold of me
Swallow artificial happiness

Lying awake tormented, laughing
Falling for the trickery my pain provides

Wishing like hell you didn't despise me

Blurry words on plastic caps
Two capsules in the morning

Prescriptions that offer nothingness
Artificial motivation with no warning

Controlling my smiles that always fade
Pop that pill again

Drop that blade

Take off my glasses
Dry my cheeks with my arms

Take two capsules in the morning
You can lie awake

Devoted to faithful thoughts and tears
Where would I be?

Moments in time without the curves of a frown

Losing so much time as I lay me back down

Lying awake and dreaming at the same time
Devoted to something

Prescription bottles ripping and gnashing
Losing my humanity

Take two capsules in the morning
Losing an ounce of sanity

Eyes fighting sleep
Allied with my thoughts

Sleep losing a battle
A battle never fought

Twist off the cap, pull out the two

Capsules that have tiny little writing
And are the brightest color blue

Remind me of artificial happiness
And of these dying eyes

Fake the way I hold myself
And I'll fake my motivation

Losing my sense of hope sometimes
Never losing my dedication

Prescription bottles everywhere

Littering the floor
I tell you that I'm satisfied

And they still feed me more

Take two capsules in the morning
Don't you dare forget

If you lose your artificial happiness

Life full of regret

I have my desparate desires that I tell on the phone
My intent thrown so out of control

Emotions full of artificial motivation

And bottles full of pills

Lying awake tomorrow night
So faithfully

Empty my words and my bottles
Close my jacket tight

Losing this artificial battle
Eyes against sleep will fight

Prescriptions control, throwing me around
Losing my sense of anything

You

And my feet float so far off the ground





Copyright © Exodus-On-Life ... [ 2003-11-23 14:22:57]
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Re: Artificial Happiness (User Rating: 1 )
by Jellybellyprincess on Sunday, 23rd November 2003 @ 03:42:41 PM AEST
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This entire poem is just one swirling mist of misery.... I'm not usually into that type of thing (generally I'm quite a happy person) but this worked.... I can't explain it too well, but I can read this one and not dwell on the fact that it's dark poetry..... it's just exposing the pain of sorrow....
I think it's not what I'd normally read, but I like it anyways =)
Great work. If you can convince me dark poetry is worth reading, you've done a great thing ; )

God bless,
Jellybellyprincess


Re: Artificial Happiness (User Rating: 1 )
by harshreality on Sunday, 23rd November 2003 @ 04:51:20 PM AEST
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great write. I can't think of any words to really describe this. Its very good though and I hope things work out for you.


Re: Artificial Happiness (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Sunday, 23rd November 2003 @ 05:13:10 PM AEST
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Very good writing!
I take Zooloft and I surely welcome its artifitial happiness. Actually it's not artifital it jus helps my brain slow enuff to process better.
I say bing on the pills as my life was a living hell without them!
good work-n-take the pills. Heck with writing this good ya need to keep on taking um.
peace, joy, luv, bring on the pills,
emy


Re: Artificial Happiness (User Rating: 1 )
by Cobalt on Monday, 24th November 2003 @ 05:13:53 PM AEST
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Very long but pretty darn good none the less. I think it flowed in it's own way heh. Hard to explain but I did think it was good.




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