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[aid] => mick
[title] => Nothing Left But Motivation's Abandonment
[time] => 2003-11-18 19:46:15
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[bodytext] => I watch as the liquid passes down my window And I wonder of today Never able to catch myself from falling Unable to find the words to say Expressing these emotions Passing these constant tests of ability Can't find my motivation Beyond me, where things fail And my life has nothing left Back to where we all came home Remembering those things I said Passion surrounds my logic And motivation seems so surreal Can't seem to explain myself Or really how I feel Knowing that I love you Growing to accept Moving away from misery I still have nothing left Allowing all my beginnings To finally reach their end Where could I find my future? Why should I be waiting? Turn over to my other side The one that disappeared Caught me fleeting and failing Endulging what I feared Things could last forever If only allowing me to wait Making the person who finds tomorrow Letting go of all my hate Can't seem to find my closure As if I actually wanted to Can't seem to hide exposure What else can I do? Falling wasn't hard When it was falling in love with you Feeling nothing left With emptiness at hand Couldn't walk away then And I won't run away as you have I'll sit here and confront my feelings Contend with all my doubt Face all the equations of my life Finally figure them out My motivation's abandonment Met with my life's inhibitions Can't seem to bring myself away from you God, give me something to hold I'd forget all my whispers All those love-filled words in my ear Losing you again tomorrow Grappled by my fear Promise me something Swear to me anything I'd trust you tomorrow As I felt for you today I'll miss you all the time Can't find the words to say [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Exodus-On-Life [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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