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[sid] => 27008
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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Pain I Feel
[time] => 2003-11-13 08:18:00
[hometext] => The title is pretty much self-explanitory, but I wrote this a year or 2 ago when my depression was bad.
[bodytext] => I'm tired of living this lifestyle practically poor with few friends even my family is totally screwed up please tell me when all this ends I'm told that I should tell how I feel inside but no matter how hard I try I can't help but hide I hide my true feelings from the ones who should be there but even if I opened up nobody would really care I can't take this much longer my anger makes me want to explode but when the depression comes I feel as though my head and heart will implode when I get so upset that it brings me to tears I always seem to realize one of my greatest fears that someone will see me and I'll have to explain what's really going on inside my screwed up brain I put up with more than most people do and then I get walked on but that's nothing new I put all my feelings and some of my rage into the words that you read from every single page and I pray that the reader will feel every word and that's when I know that my pain has been heard [comments] => 3 [counter] => 250 [topic] => 21 [informant] => TracyAnn489 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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