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[aid] => mick
[title] => Acidic Tears
[time] => 2003-11-08 02:20:38
[hometext] => I don't want to kill myself, by any means. I just feel hopeless. I don't know what to do to get him to see what's really going on inside me, because it's so much more than what he thinks. It's there, and it's real, and it won't go away.
[bodytext] => I'm lost within a broken nightmare Every day it gets worse 'cause I never learn Breathing shards of glass into my lungs And I'm always speaking out of turn They've stolen my heart and replaced it with hate Crying acidic tears over you The pain and the anger never go away I almost wish I could be like you In my dreams I see empty faces There's nowhere to go and there's nothing I know I feel like you're already leaving Moving farther away from the glow Sometimes I'm scared we've come too close to the end And I almost want to walk away Replace this with something I don't need to feel It's so much easier not to care Throwing it all away Just so I can be somebody else There's nothing left inside Please won't you let me feel something else? Scream the words in your face 'Cause you don't wanna hear how I feel Kill myself at your feet Maybe you'd open your eyes and see That this WON'T go away And it's NOT over nothing And you DO need to care 'Cause these words DO MEAN SOMETHING What do I have to do to make you see That I know I need help but you're not helping me Don't leave me alone Don't make me do this on my own Because it's when you make me feel misplaced That everything I know is right just gets erased All I see is red But would you care how much I bled? There's so much more to this than you think you know But you won't realize you were wrong Until you're standing in the afterglow Of our love's bittersweet song [comments] => 2 [counter] => 314 [topic] => 36 [informant] => MoonlitAngel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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