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[sid] => 26617
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => hide behind my fear
[time] => 2003-11-07 00:01:35
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[bodytext] => i find i can only admitt this through my poetry for reasons im unsure of i fear to fail and prove them right so i dont try i lower myself to what they see me as and give up on the future i could have because i fear to fail i fear to prove them right and in my fear i prove them right for i have become what they see me as good for nothing and worth nothing is it worth it to give up im not certain who knows maybe one day ill give life a shot and forget my fear and succed like i know i can but still for now im haunted by the ever lingering thought that im nothing and worth nothing its hard not to believe what you grew up thinking you where but i always thought that they were wrong but now that i have the chance im not sure i could prove them wronge so i hide behind my fear and become what they always said i was [comments] => 1 [counter] => 143 [topic] => 13 [informant] => rain [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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