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[sid] => 2610
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Monopoly
[time] => 2002-08-22 10:51:17
[hometext] => He took over every possible place in my heart that there was room for love, and left it so fast, that I never had a chance to get over him. He's with my good friend now, how am I supposed to deal with that?
[bodytext] => You watched me take a fall
And you don't even care at all You don't even realize And the tears fill my eyes My heart starts to pound And the room spins around I'm racking my brain This whole ordeal is driving me insane I'm going crazy without you I'm told there's nothing I could do I'm not finding this very easy You won't even talk to me And I wish I could see your face But I'm giving you your space In the last 48 hours, I've lost something great I messed up hard, that I won't debate I would get down on my hands and knees I'm begging you, to listen to me please I want to talk, to state my side And whether I'm forgiven, you decide I can't see that as something I would do I liked you way too much to do that to you There's no way to tell you just how I feel This whole thing seems so unreal One day I have you, the next you are gone I miss you so much, though we didn't date long It bothers me so much and I feel so bad 'Cause I lost one of the best things I ever had I wish and wish I could go back to that night And change it, and fix this, and make it alright I'm sitting at home all night hoping you'll call me And forgive and forget, it'd make me so happy I'm stuck in this mess and I can't get out And it's all my fault and that's all I can think about I could never explain why I acted that way Ask me why I did it but i have nothing to say I've sat and thought, and asked myself why But I can't give an answer and it drives me to cry 'Cause I had you, I liked you, got dumb and let you go And it kills me because my motives I will never know I don't know about you but I am in pain And I'm worried you'll never want to see me again You must be so mad, emabarassed, full of hatred But I don't want to be the "ex-chick you never should have dated" Please don't turn your back on me, on us, maybe being friends 'Cause I want you back so bad, I didn't really want it to end If you think I meant for this to happen you are so wrong And I like you too much, it'll be too hard to move on 'Cause the last couple of days, you're all that's been on my mind And it's hard enough without you by my side This is kind of like a game, we each get a turn And all the way through, there's something to learn Well I learned from my move, made a big mistake So I guess I wanna know what move you're gonna make... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 22 [informant] => SeXyDrAgOn [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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