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[aid] => mick
[title] => Anxiety Attacks
[time] => 2003-10-27 22:36:08
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[bodytext] => Tears stream down my face, I wonder why it is that I'm always the one to cry. A fit of depression, set off by anger, set off by disappointment, the darkness overtakes me and rapes me of control. My head spins, my heart sinks, tears cloud my vision, my brain hurts, my body aches. Too much pain, and so little reason, confusion engulfs me, questions arise, answers never come. Mania and depression, order and perfections, could this be me, could this be my problem, always needing control... So sick of tears, tired of no control, dreading that I NEED perfection of everything, frightened of finding the truth... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Vampy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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