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[aid] => mick
[title] => Shh....no one knows
[time] => 2003-10-18 23:36:44
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[bodytext] => Shh, this is a secret that you cannot tell My life so far has been nothing but hell I watch the others who are sane I think to myself, why aren't I the same? Everyone's happy, no one is like me I haven't told anyone, I don't want them to see No one knows, no one even had a clue This is why I am telling only you Everyone thinks that I am fine But no one knows what goes on inside my mind About how I stay up late at night And think of how I can keep the cuts out of sight Shh....no one knows About my constantly changing highs and lows No one ever sees the pain No one has ever seen the shame I'm sorry I had to tell you like this Because you are one person that I would truely miss I thought you'd listen, I figured you'd care You were the only person who was alwayus there Shh..I'll tell you now but you must not say a word When I'm alone I like to watch my blood pour and curd I take my razor in a state of bliss I welcome the metals' sweet chilling kiss No one knows, and never will That I wish for myself to be killed No one knows because I keep them out of sight No one knows that I cut myself nearly every night One last word before I take my leave I ask you not to tell, this I plead That my cuts are self-inflicted Shh..don't tell anyone that I'm addicted. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 36 [informant] => greenlady89 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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