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[title] => Failed attempt
[time] => 2003-10-12 21:59:29
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[bodytext] => Desperation and fear guide me Darkness and death call me I search for a way to end it all A gun, no, too messy A knife, no, too painful Pills, worth a try Frustration mounts as I cant find any Look in the kitchen Search the bathroom Even look under the bed At last I find what I need But will it be enough Carefully I count the pills Knowing in this I will fail Its only Tylenol after all Have to know how many I took So I can know how many to try When I wake up from this nightmare Its too long swallowing one by one Just throw them all in my mouth Nothing better to chase it down Than a bottle of vodka The burning doesn’t last My throat goes numb It doesn’t take long For my stomach to resist I cant keep them down The pain is almost too much The way my stomach feels I might as well have swallowed gasoline I knew death wouldn’t come easily I wonder how many tries it will take How many pills will I have to swallow Or should I just take the easy way The one way I know to end it all With the gun barrel in my mouth? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 13 [informant] => mercedes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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