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[sid] => 24233
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Self-Fix (Conviction)
[time] => 2003-10-02 05:35:00
[hometext] => A pathetic, I mean, GREAT! confidence booster shot I created for myself.
[bodytext] => I TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY TO STEP UP AND PAVE MY WAY I'VE GOT TO REACH INSIDE AND PULL OUT CONFIDENCE CAUSE NO ONE WILL CARE FOR ME - THEY ALL JUST LET ME BE I'VE GOT TO LEARN TO NOT LEAN ON RELIANCE A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed SHATTERED I TELL MYSELF EVERYDAY TO STEP UP AND PAVE MY WAY BUT THERE'S A WALL - ITS JUST SO HARD SOMEHOW NO ONE HELPED ME - I WAITED FOR THEM, BUT SEE THEY DID NOT COME - I MUST FORCE MYSELF NOW A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed I AM MY OWN GREATEST NIGHTMARE I AM MY OWN WORST CRITIC I AM MY GREATEST VICTIM I AM THE SILENT HERETIC I have to turn everything around Overcome my own mind I have to get up off the ground Break away from this grind I MUST SHATTER PICK ME UP AGAIN START ALL OVER KILL WHAT I HAD BEEN A CON-VICT To what I did not do - To what I did not see To what I did not say - To what I did not bleed I'm sick of this rant already Let's end it [comments] => 3 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 19 [informant] => sicknivesevered [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => InspirationalPoems )
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