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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Lose
[time] => 2003-09-26 14:25:00
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[bodytext] => Where do I belong? Will this go away? Will I feel a part of something once again? Sit alone in a crowded room, feelings deep of doom and gloom I can’t handle what I’m feeling Don’t like what I am, or what I’m becoming Walls closing in and I feel like running Choices to be made, a path I must choose Tears will be shed, and I’m sure I will lose …something, but I’m not sure what yet Will I lose the restraints that are holding me down? Will I lose the bonds that helped me hold my ground? Will I lose the attachments that make me complete? Will I lose the restraint that will lead to defeat? Will I lose all the darkness that’s numbing my soul? Will I lose all this anger, and regain control? Not sure what, who, or how I will lose But I know something’s going, depends on what I choose. When I thought I knew the answers, all the questions changed around Now I’m stuck in indecision, and my soul is feeling bound Tied to routine and the monotony of going through another day I need a sign from something, help me please to find my way Dead emotion, feelings die I’m reborn, a lonely sigh And I’m torn between right and wrong And I’m stuck with just not feeling strong Coldness chills inside my mind Blanking out the answers that I hope the questions find Crushing power from this storm Altering what I thought was the norm Will I regret the choices I make? Will I destroy for sanity’s sake? And in the end, when the smoke has cleared Will my heart, life and friends be destroyed, as I fear? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 48 [informant] => darkscorpio [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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