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[sid] => 23686
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Watch the cracks - some kind of monster
[time] => 2003-09-23 09:35:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => Watch the cracks destroy the surface Of my so called perfect life Consumed with feelings I can’t control Weapon of rage, I hold the knife In my hand to destroy what I’ve built Break it down all in one day Destroy the loving, break the bond That I promised myself I’d find a way To keep it together no matter what The stress or pressure that consumes me I’ll lose my son, I’ll lose my wife I just don’t care, I hate my life Can’t stand the pressure I put on myself Vicious the cycle sanity’s on a shelf That I just can not reach, and I want to explode Cracks in my armour, my humble abode Afraid of the past and afraid of the future No life in the present, tear open the suture Of all my restraint, and of all my regret The monster’s alive the scars come back to get My dreams and my hopes and my lives and my deaths I can’t understand why I can’t fight off it’s breath All I’ve created and all that I’ve built Will be brought down in flames cause I can’t stop the guilt From engulfing my soul, cause I’ve lost all control And I breakdown in rage, and now starts the death toll Here comes the pain as my 9 lives do die One life by pain, and another by my lie One more from hurting, and one more from lust There’s 5 more lives left, they’ll be left in the dust One from neglect, a lack of inner peace And one from regret, as I fall down piece by piece You will not beat me, I’ll regain my strength I’ll overcome the obstacle in my head that aids restraint [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 43 [informant] => darkscorpio [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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