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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Dreamer
[time] => 2003-09-21 00:05:00
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[bodytext] => I want to live Everyday, like it was my last I want to kiss every frog and hope that a prince is out there for me, Only to prove that I am and was all along a princess. Only to prove all along I was right about myself, mine Own being, mine own higher ego. Life is a scary thing. I only wish Mine were richer, fuller, longer. I want to live Like a rock star, like a superstar, like a billionaire. Spunky, Sexy, A pinnacle of society. I want to rule the world and then not stop and rule also the universe. Bow down before me; I shall be a gracious queen. I want money like bears to honey, I want to be stared at, Surely I am governed by the stars, Only this wanting could come from a higher source You have to work to achieve the things you want. I demand that things be given, I am a taker but, I do not work, and I do not try and failure is always an option. Release Release me please from further wanting because it is an obsession now, like Aaron I am obsessive over him and these things Over E! And Jenny from the Block. Over great writers and even greater actors, My life lacks poetry. Surely this is a poem but, what does that mean if it isn’t any good? I can impress those that I am close to; I can put on a great show for those whom I am near What difference does it make? It isn’t getting me anywhere. I want to live Again. Knowing, and trying and striving for knowledge and awareness. I want to care about the things happening around me. I want to learn and then not stop, Succeed. I want to but, I don’t. I want to marry rich. That’s a shady thought. I can’t stop these shady thoughts. This wanting will eat me alive; gnaw on me until I can’t take it and am overcome by my own high standards. Who am I if not ***** from the beginning? Please, I had chances but, the things I learned didn’t teach me to take them. What kind of ***** chance is that? Sounds like whining and it is but, seriously what am I if not ***** and a dreamer? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 48 [informant] => alisialynn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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