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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Brilliant?
[time] => 2003-09-20 23:05:00
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[bodytext] => Brilliant are you still? Feeling, this feeling that I felt when you were kneeling Before me? Are you still before me? I implore you, answer me, I’m calling you And the walls are still empty, I could hang things but, I prefer them like me Forever. What is that? But, a word and a word I wish I knew you more that I know me. Still Be still Be still my aching heart It’s like water Its running And I can’t get away From these feelings Sorrow. I feel so horrible. I want you near me and I hate love. I hate tears And I hate crime And I hate you for not being mine I hate these walls And I hate this skin And I hate my life That you are no longer in I hate being here alone on Friday night. I hate being here alone when I’m not right. Brilliant, do you still think you are? I think you’re brilliant. I think you’re absolutely crazy. I close my eyes and I see you before me I touch your skin, because it’s reaches for me You’re fingers are like a compass And my body heals from them And I beg you now Please don’t listen now Close your ears And my embarrassment is fierce My ego weighs me down I am drowning in this rejection. Feel me now and I cry for your perfection. I hate that wicked place inside me I hate that I can still taste, that it resides Here. Here. I hate it here. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 48 [informant] => alisialynn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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