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[sid] => 22159
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => faking
[time] => 2003-08-21 02:35:00
[hometext] => just inside thoughts about how parents think their child isnt really depressed...
[bodytext] => Do you think I am faking? When I’m lying on the floor? Is your blood just baking, When you open that front door? Am I trying to draw attention to myself, By getting you to notice me. Can you believe it yourself? Can you hear my plea? Do you think I’m faking lying on the ground, With my eyes closed and my body still? You looking at me with your head down, Look beneath the veil. I'm covered in blood, It’s raining outside and your covered in mud. Its glittering red, Maybe you think I’m not really dead. Do you think I’m faking? With all these scars? With all these little thin red lines If I weren’t, would you put me behind metal bars? You never saw them. Did you? The signs. It’s your fault, and it’s now or never, Listen to my silent screams I wont live forever, Nothing it what it seems. So listen to me now. I’m not faking it. Its not hormones so listen now. I’m not faking it. I want this pain to stop, I want it to be over. I don’t want to listen to the screams, so make it stop. I want it all to be over. Stop the screams, stop the pain. Help me out if you love me. I’m not crazy, I'm not insane. Please just help me. I'm not faking it. So please make it stop. Im not faking it. So please make it stop. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 187 [topic] => 15 [informant] => frozensuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FathersDayPoems )
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