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[sid] => 22157
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Him and me
[time] => 2003-08-21 01:35:00
[hometext] => just feelings about my boyfriend that i dont want to hurt his feelings and jsut confused about being with him...
[bodytext] => These feelings are so confusing to me, Someone missing and loving me. Every night I lay awake, Feeling my blood boil as if to bake. Am I following a wrong path? Taking him down the same path? Hurting him more as the days move on, Day turns to night, night turns to dawn. Sweet and innocent, nothing like me. Sensitive and caring, I just can’t see, How this guy wants to be with me, Me. Every time we’re together, I never feel as light as a feather, I just feel like I have to smile, To make his day worth wild. I don’t want to see him frown, I don’t want to be the one to make him down. I can’t stand to make people upset, I don’t know if I can do it yet. Wants to please me, He wants to be with me, He wants to do everything for me, He wants to understand me. I don’t understand how he can like me, I don’t understand what he sees in me. I’m just another girl that knows how to smile, Unstable confused little child. Sometimes I feel, That I don’t know how to deal, With this relationship, Why not just friendship? Am I out of my mind? Who is the one that’s blind? How can he be truly happy? Especially with me? When it comes to dating, There’s love, there’s hating, It’s all confusing, It’s not amusing. What am I to do? Break his heart and his soul too? Loves me more than life, How can I be his strife? I just can’t see, How he wants to be with me… Me. Me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 32 [informant] => frozensuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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