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[sid] => 22141
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why mom?
[time] => 2003-08-20 15:25:00
[hometext] => happened to me just a week before i left for UK.... strange..
[bodytext] => Smoked too much and I wished I were drunk I wish I did not feel the pain inside of me it is burning my inner paradise the fire is too hot and i am too dry need some water need your help need you, my friend alone fighting with that and I am scared and afraid my world will be destroyed. Always when I think I am fine has to come someone who throws me on my knees and makes me think I am worse than the worst it hurts... am I really? Who helps me? Who can heal My hurt bleeding heart my burnt inside? How can I find out if i am good or that bad one? Mom, why did you tell this to me I did not mean to leave my family I wanted to go for holidays does it really mean I am a whore but nothing else? Sitting in the light of candle I can not bear, I can not handle not sure how I survive this night I can not wash my brain out. It just hurts, that is all........ [comments] => 1 [counter] => 143 [topic] => 21 [informant] => aika [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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