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[sid] => 21835
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => To Whom I Used To Be
[time] => 2003-08-13 04:05:00
[hometext] => Ever wonder how it feels to not know who you are?
[bodytext] => My words gather as an insane confusion, Trying to make sense in my mind. I am attempting to understand myself, Without killing whats left of my sanity. My lunacy has taken over. My mind is a far lost cause, It can never be retrieved from where it is now, I can never meet msyelf again. I am in a place of my own, Of my imaginary lights and sounds, Desiring to return to my home, To the mind where I used to percieve all. My contemplation never makes sense to one, Not even to myself. No event can i recall, Where I remembered why I felt the way I had. Why can't I be restored to the sane state of mind, Where I felt as thought I had conformed, I felt as thought I had somewhere, That I was actually meant to be. This feeling lasted but a short while As I drifted from my cohesion. I long for the day I meet myself again, For I miss whom I used to be. Why can't I be sure of my being? Or of my position in this realm? I ponder why I cannot, Be the somebody I long to be. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 48 [informant] => greenlady89 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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