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[sid] => 21795
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[aid] => Mick
[title] => It's Taking Me With It
[time] => 2003-08-12 08:35:00
[hometext] => This peom is inspired by my closest friends. i relied very heavily on my friends, but not in teh sense you would think. i didn't rely on their support, i relied on being their support. i needed a purpose in my life, and they were it.
[bodytext] => When I look around All I see is pain I thought things were getting better But you've gone down hill again. All my friends are unhappy They all seem to be insane I try to ignore their beckoning But resisting is such a strain. I try not to let myself fall to the level where they rest I cling to all the good times And shut out all the rest. I am suffocating from the hurt Resisting such a call But although i may seem strong to you I can feel myself start to fall. Why can't i make it go away Why can't I make it stop I want to take their pain away And make this bull S*** stop. When I think about their sadness And think about my own I regret the love and strong support I haven't always shown. I should try to be there more for them Try to share their pain Try to give life back to them So we all can live the same. I am losing control of life I am losing control of my mind Relief only comes in daylight hours When a destraction is easy to find. My thoughts cannot be left alone They wander off too far But i can brink them back to sanity. Well I've been able to so far. When the night hours come And I've nothing left to do I start to lose my mind again I don't know what I'll do. I'm slowly going over the edge Feeling the end is near But I can't give up on all my friends I want them to know I'm here. I want them to be able to rely on me I need a reason to live The satisfaction is only reached When there's something I can give. But what if they don't need me What if they get well What will I do with my life then? Only time will tell. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Katie-Kate [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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