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[title] => Im Sorry YPDC
[time] => 2003-07-27 01:35:00
[hometext] => Im sorry everyone who's ever tried helping me. Largely including Ladyfawn, Nessa...I'll miss you.
All My Love,
MorbidAngel
[bodytext] => Hello Everybody,
Please dont ask me why
I'll explain it all for you
This shall be my last lullaby,
Not just to ease me
into sleep tonight
But to end this uneven battle
I can no longer fight,
Im sorry if I've hurt anyone here
Im sure I have atleast to one
I hope you can see in your hearts to forgive me
But for now my life is done,
Ive tried getting help
Told everyone I thought might care
But in return I was forgotten
Only some people here, for me, were there,
The ones who tried helping me to live
Thank you for all your love shared well
Others that tried telling my whats wrong
Instead of listening, I hope you burn you in Hell,
Im most sorry Nessa,
I failed you..that I know
But know You were in my final thoughts
Beside others I cherish so,
By the time this is posted
I will finally've reached happiness
Never will I feel the pains of life
Nor truly feel love's bliss,
I dont think I'll make it through
But if I do, I'll respond within 14 days
I'm enclosed in my room, No way in
No one will notice, unless they smell decay
I'm afriad I must leave you now
For the time is coming near
Most people would think
In me, there'd be atleast an ounce of fear,
Im not scared one bit
This has been a goal from long ago
Thoughts of death rage through my mind
Going insane, cutting constantly..Millions of scars to show,
Once more and finally I'm sorry YPDC
I was a burden on my part
But know I love you all so much
You were one missing piece to my heart
Good Bye..
[comments] => 12
[counter] => 522
[topic] => 36
[informant] => MorbidAngel
[notes] => Note: Author corrected, but I do hope all is well :(
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[topicname] => Suicide
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Im Sorry YPDC
Contributed by
MorbidAngel
on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 01:35:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Hello Everybody,
Please dont ask me why
I'll explain it all for you
This shall be my last lullaby,
Not just to ease me
into sleep tonight
But to end this uneven battle
I can no longer fight,
Im sorry if I've hurt anyone here
Im sure I have atleast to one
I hope you can see in your hearts to forgive me
But for now my life is done,
Ive tried getting help
Told everyone I thought might care
But in return I was forgotten
Only some people here, for me, were there,
The ones who tried helping me to live
Thank you for all your love shared well
Others that tried telling my whats wrong
Instead of listening, I hope you burn you in Hell,
Im most sorry Nessa,
I failed you..that I know
But know You were in my final thoughts
Beside others I cherish so,
By the time this is posted
I will finally've reached happiness
Never will I feel the pains of life
Nor truly feel love's bliss,
I dont think I'll make it through
But if I do, I'll respond within 14 days
I'm enclosed in my room, No way in
No one will notice, unless they smell decay
I'm afriad I must leave you now
For the time is coming near
Most people would think
In me, there'd be atleast an ounce of fear,
Im not scared one bit
This has been a goal from long ago
Thoughts of death rage through my mind
Going insane, cutting constantly..Millions of scars to show,
Once more and finally I'm sorry YPDC
I was a burden on my part
But know I love you all so much
You were one missing piece to my heart
Good Bye..
Copyright ©
MorbidAngel
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2003-07-27 01:35:00]
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by LovingWhispers on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 02:18:43 AM AEST
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I cannot think of what to say to you
That Nessa wouldn't have already said
But I can feel your pain so much
From where your soul has bled
I only wish there were a way
To ease your constant pain
How I'd love to give you sunshine
And bring your smile back again
I know not if you'll read this
I'm hoping in fourteen days
You'll be back to join us
And here is where you'll stay
But helpless as I am from here
All I can do is say a prayer
In hope that GOD will save you
And show you someone cares
(((huggers))) |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by PsychoticDreamz on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 02:29:08 AM AEST
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| Ugh, I should have specified that MorbidAngel is..or was..one of my friends here, She couldnt log into her user last night and I let her use mine...I am fully still here...Im not sure about Morbid tho, She was able to log into hers after she submitted this one on mine..and she posted it once more...Please post there instead so she'll know, if she makes it.......Sorry if there was any confusion, and thank you for your posts here anyways..I'll let her know she has some on this one as well...if she contacts me |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by ladyfawn on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 02:55:17 AM AEST
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| -----------damnit karen, im waiting to hear from yu, please write..........love you xxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by ladyfawn on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 02:59:00 AM AEST
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| dear PsychoticDreamz, please write me at oldengmastiff@hotmail.com right away if you hear from karen, plzzzzzzzzzzzz hugs+love, me |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by PsychoticDreamz on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 03:35:50 AM AEST
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Will do Ladyfawn, cept...my name is Karen, She told me her's was Lisa............ But still when I hear from Morbid l'll email you asap, hope I do...much love
-Psych |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by lovingcritters on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 07:01:39 AM AEST
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Oh, Please Dear God don't let her go
A troubled, confused soul.
Most poets I know
Would listen, and try to help in some way.
Please give us another chance dear one...
Another day!
Warm fellow feelings with love...
lovingcritters
Connie Sue |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by cant-skate on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 09:22:53 AM AEST
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When Time is ur torturer and life is ur unjuste judge, look at the miror and dont cry ! just be proud of the jewel u are !
thats all i have to say !
always remembered |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by shelby on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 12:46:37 PM AEST
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I dont know what else to say. I cant beg you anymore but Im hoping that you find a light in your heart and decide to stay with us.
Love and hugs
michelle |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by ladyfawn on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 02:21:19 PM AEST
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hmm... PD; well, she has always ended her letters to me 'love karen/morbid'.. and her emails say karen m.b., i am waiting to hear from her, hoping she is still here, i care very much about her, her name could be tootisie and i would still love this girl, ..........
**Dearest Karen, when {i say when as i feel in my heart you are still breathing} you read this i neeeed to hear from you, i want to hear from you, you are one of the most beautiful people i have ever known and truely dear, many care for you, you are loved, i know it has been hard, and you've lately really made an effort, nothing good comes fast or easy, but it; life; it very much worth living, i am always here for you, my heart is ever with you, if you have indeed gone to the other side, blessings to you, tears will dry but i will always miss you, you are lovely, i am so sorry, truely, that i could not completely reach inside you, have more time with you, and show you life's worth and happiness, you have touched my life so, i do not pray but i pray now that i hear from you soon, still i light a candle everynight, that you have peace in your soul and all the things that matter in this life, this is not goodbye, big huge hugs and all my love, nessa xxxxx...
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by MorbidAngel on
Sunday, 27th July 2003 @ 04:46:16 PM AEST
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Ok Everyone heres the deal. I didnt succeed in my mission. Somehow my mom came into my room with the razor at my wrist...and now...Im being sent to foster parents. So even if I didnt commit suicide you will no longer hear from me, Im sorry for putting everyone through those couple days after my poem.....So now I am going to be going to counseling, get medication and true help..With a different family it might just work...Thank you all for caring, Sorry ladyfawn I will not email you...nor respond to anyone for that matter...I am posting this, then leaving for my new home, which even still Im not sure exactly where that is. Fairwell everyone, I love you all..
-Morbid |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by PoloRM on
Tuesday, 29th July 2003 @ 04:29:36 PM AEST
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Best wishes and I hope your new life will be a happy one.
I also hope that everyone here, including you, finally understands and realize they should never commit suicide. Because there's always hope for the better, and if you kill yourself, you'll never know what might happen next.
It doesn't matter how much pain and hurt you're going through, there's an end to everything.
"If you're going through Hell, keep going" -Walt Disney
Cheers,
PoloRM |
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Re: Im Sorry YPDC
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by Krazykaric on
Wednesday, 30th July 2003 @ 04:10:37 PM AEST
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| I know that you wont be reading this sense you are gone to a new family, however I couldn't just read this and not comment. Life is so hard sometimes, and you can feel that dieing would be the only way out. Its true a lot would feel the same way, however if you ever feel that way you must believe that you are better than just giving up. You were brought into this world for a reason, and by leaving the world before your rightful time, you could be missing out on the one thing you needed to do during your lifetime. Hope I helped you, or someone else reading it. Anyone else reading this or feeling like this, you can message me anytime! Im hear! |
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