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[sid] => 2067
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dying for Peace
[time] => 2002-08-09 12:37:14
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[bodytext] => Sadness and frustration crash into me.
I can't seem to cry hard enough, to create an outlet for them to escape. Addictive behavior takes the wheel. No plan, just acting on impulse. Slam my head into the wall, trying to dislodge the thoughts, that cling to every opening of my mind. My hand grabs a generous serving of pills. The wine does not compliment the bitterness. I draw deeply on a cigarette. It seems as if it is the best smoke I have ever had. I am becoming numb now and I don't miss feeling. Not really thinking about dying. Just dying to live in peace. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 13 [informant] => POOBEAR [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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