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[sid] => 20599
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => stabbing myself
[time] => 2003-07-18 00:25:00
[hometext] => a quick scrawl on betrayal, and love after death (no, not necrophilia)
[bodytext] => needles digging into my skin the knife tearing through my back still drowning in the dead pools of your eyes you were my mercy, my forgiveness my hope now my penance, my punishment i hate myself for loving you in the arms of others you writhed, entwined arcing your back, as you spent your lust automaton ***** him, kill me it became so clear i cried with you, when you begged for your life i might as well have been stabbing myself even after i washed off the blood i could still feel it burning into me lovingly, i laid you in your shallow grave pulling as much dirt on top of us as possible lying beside you, 'neath a blanket of soil holding you tight, so i won't lose you again my head on your shoulder, crying softly and when the rain began to fall and the soil washed from my face i turned to the sky and opened my mouth waiting, hoping to drown [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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