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[sid] => 20258
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => I want to change
[time] => 2003-07-11 18:35:00
[hometext] => I don't know. Sometimes I wish I didn't have certain feelings. If I didn't have them I wouldn't have to deal with them.
[bodytext] =>
Love Is something I seek to find Hope Is something I keep in mind Who I Am Is something that might not be right To someone else But I don’t know I can’t see through their eyes People change It’s why I must change too People dream Mostly I dream of you People lie Sometimes it’s all they can do To not hurt your feelings Or to hurt them real good Now I sit and wonder just what it’s going to take To make all these feelings I have simply go away I didn’t ask to feel like this. I can’t control that I do I didn’t WANT to be plagued by these shameful feelings for you I can’t tell a soul. Who cares? Well I do Acceptance is something I clutch so dearly to Do I live my life in fear? I’d like to say no But the truth is I do and it kills me to know I can be stronger. It’s my life after all I’m just too scared to stand up. I know myself. I’m going to fall. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 6 [informant] => liveindreams [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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