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[aid] => Mick
[title] => make it all go away
[time] => 2003-07-08 17:05:00
[hometext] => a scrawl that reflects this life......pointless and mindless
[bodytext] => a colorless rainbow of mediocrity passionlessly splashed across the sky a life lived, dreamless the pulse, the only proof of life (i want out) i do what's expected, nothing more i do what i must, because i must i do not take, i do not give i make no ripples in this sea of sorrow merely float aimlessly waiting for a kind-hearted shark (god, here my cries, take me now) i believe in god because others do there is no great passion in my faith no inspiring struggle to witness i go to church on easter and christmas and god understands because that's how we made him (nowhere left to turn nowhere left to run left to sway in this field of souls left to be reaped by fear) sewed my third eye shut i didn't want to see what it revealed when my kids cry out for attention i give them money and send them to the mall (i feel so tired inside like this life has been nothing but a small circle marathon it's got to end soon it can't go on much longer it can't...) i wish i could kill myself just hang myself in the basement but, what would the neighbors say they'd probably all think i was crazy then there would be speculation as to what bizarre practices i had favored child-molester? wife-beater? horse-porn fanatic? i hate those *****-***** (god, what has happened to me i used to be above such primitive feelings as hatred, anger, and depression now, my mind is a maelstrom of unwanted thoughts i can't go back now) if you're reading this and you feel this way too you're not alone if you hide everday behind a mask you are not alone if everyday seems like a heavier load to bear you are not alone but if you feel alone then no matter who is there for you you will always be alone it doesn't get better it doesn't go away unless you take all their pills and let your mind be raped many will try to talk you away from the gun, the noose, and the blade for, in the end, suicide's not the only answer but, it's the one that makes it all go away (make it all go away) [comments] => 4 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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