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[sid] => 20129
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[aid] => Mick
[title] => anonymous (im still here)
[time] => 2003-07-08 12:05:00
[hometext] => read
[bodytext] => a child turns lonely as the day falls
and as days fall he cries out for someone a child turns into a man and he's still wondering why he's so much like his father the alcohol seems to help but every time he becomes more of what he hates no one bothers to speak to him how could they know that all he needs is to speak his mind he surrounded by words of strangers who claim to understand his wounds its comforting at times and at times its frustrating because he knows they could never be there to hold him when he cries himself to sleep at night he has a new found love for that numb feeling caused by self medication his facade of happiness keeps everyone at distance its a pity that he could never ask for help. he knows he is his father he's scared i wish i could change myself. i wish i could change. i dont want to have to feel numb to enjoy life. theres always death to look forward to. theres always a new day to look forward to new pain i haven't known yet and maybe a moment of happiness that will help me live to another day. i know that this is not the end....not yet. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 205 [topic] => 25 [informant] => fallensilence [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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