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[sid] => 20108
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Killing My Passion (To Save Myself)
[time] => 2003-07-08 03:05:00
[hometext] => (after spending too long being in relationships with boys who are 'exciting' and 'dangerous', i'm looking for something simpler...is it too much to ask to just find someone who'll be nice to me?)
[bodytext] => In a time seemingly long ago, Once upon a time
Before simple happiness had become a fight I would lay in my dreams and fantasise about love And I saw it as simple as the twinkling stars above... He would love me and I would love him No action could break us, once lovers we had been Travel to the end of the earth, wherever he may go, Every second would count, only he could make me whole I craved drama - a passionate existence Not once did I envisage this hopeless bitterness Heated arguments would spiral out of control But no matter, making up would be even more from the soul Love so strong, so true and so amazing Just like in fairytales, I’d be Queen and he’d be King My naiveté passing a veil over possible hurt or hate I didn’t realise that pointless excitement would just end in pain Now, I ‘m still young but feel years wiser (and wearier) You might find my judgement clouded but I find it clearer Although they do say experience helps you learn and grow Living the experience already seems to have left me fallen low To find a simple life, settle down with a cup of tea Skip the fancy three course meal and melodrama for me Do I have to play by the rules that decide whether it works? Can’t I just tell him how I feel, then move onto dessert? I still crave that romance; dependable love so true But know now I need trust, and stability too I’ll kill this passion and use all this despair To hope that I find my lover, soul-mate and best friend. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 21 [informant] => faffeee [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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