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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Waiting For Vanity
[time] => 2003-07-06 12:05:00
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[bodytext] => Waiting in Vain
Expecting is Misery Why I cannot leave my house alone is a Mystery Please come soon for I fear that these walls may come to life and swallow me whole. Or that I may do the unthinkable and leave her alone here, While I free my soul in a messy bathroom. Take apart a bic and chicken out at the last second, only to come into a brown living room, fall onto a stolen couch and cry until my eyes are swollen in front of the Simpsons. My mind is repetitive, and yet I swear it is different each time, unless I am thinking outside myself here. Where I can be honest. Here. Where I am never honest. Here lies only lies. A reflection of a spoiled liar. A girl who does nothing for herself and yet makes demands on the world. A miserable wretch who is blind to the beauty in front of her. Oh Please, allow me to wait no longer, I need saving and for you to tell me Why I am so great. I wait for it. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Alisialynn [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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