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[sid] => 1953
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => a hidden hurting fear
[time] => 2002-08-08 06:55:10
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I hurt myself to see their reaction
I hurt others to make myself feel better I've wanted out many times obviously not bad enough I hide my fears with obsessions I find their fears and I use it against them I've been scared now and then my fears didn't kill me yet they will be the death of me I'm sure of it they all know my fear although they don't know it It's that I'm hurting inside I try not to show it [comments] => 1 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 23 [informant] => pam [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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