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[sid] => 19350
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Night Terrors
[time] => 2003-06-20 18:05:00
[hometext] => I wrote this because these were the things running through my head when I thought I might be pregnant.
[bodytext] => Oh no what did I do What’s this life inside of me Is it conceived Or dead as the rest of me I don’t know what I’ve caused And this joyful mistake has ruined my life One night of fun Leads to so much pain I’ve ruined so many lives And there’s nothing I can do now I’ve created this ‘gift’ But I’m so young Everyone will be so disappointed Their faces shocked with despair My body’s shaking I’m not sure what to do I can’t be a mother I can’t even take care of myself Daddy won’t be too happy I’m horrified as the names slip into my mind My mother’s words screaming in my brain And tears are streaming down my red cheeks I can’t kill my baby I can’t give her up I’m petrified to tell you My body will tell you now I can’t take this confusion Why’d it have to happen to me I just didn’t want to be little miss innocence anymore And now I’ll pay With the bath drawn Words of sorrow written I reach for the knife The poison slowly going through my veins The blade drags across my skin The icy water enters my body My skin is pale and disturbing I took two lives tonight And the hearts of all who cared I know can’t see your faces Or your disappointed tears My baby will never see the happy joys of life Or face the tears of reality It was one night of fun I wasn’t suppose to happen to me I wasn’t ready I took two lives I’m so sorry [comments] => 1 [counter] => 195 [topic] => 36 [informant] => squeesh [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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