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[sid] => 19330
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Somehow just let go...
[time] => 2003-06-20 08:35:00
[hometext] => ... I can write all these poems about getting over him and I yet have too. I guess I really do want him, alot.... but someday, I'll just walk away like this poem says.
[bodytext] => This has officially gone over my head. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Thinking of you has left me with nothing but pain... and now, the tears refuse to show. I want you... but I don't need you anymore. I just somehow need to let go. When I first met you- you were always just him and now you are him and I guess that is what makes this so complicated. I'm too young to feel this way... because I'm still waiting for tomorrow- but tomorrow seems so far away. I had thought that I couldn't live without you... but I have lived my life without you so far- so I guess I was lying to myself. I want you... but I don't need you anymore. I just somehow need to let go. When they said that loving a person hurts... I had not know what they meant, until now. I'm driving myself crazy. I've tried to run... but I always run into you. Now I am at my last objective. I'm just going to walk away and tell myself that I need to get over you. Its not fair to me and its not fair to you. You were the perfect guy for me- but I wasn't perfect enough for you. I want you... but I don't need you anymore. I just somehow need to let go. Thinking back to day one... I had thought it was going to hurt more than what it does, but I can live with it, I really can. The only part that really hurts is knowing you don't think of me the way I think of you... and I guess that hurts the most. And I do not want to lose anymore sleep over you. I want you... but I don't need you anymore. I just somehow need to let go. That's why I am trying to walk away... from the boy I love and my best friend. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 343 [topic] => 52 [informant] => stargazer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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