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[sid] => 182697
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Tired Tailspin
[time] => 2016-03-01 17:52:20
[hometext] => The candid truth
[bodytext] => There/'/s 22 years of my past I/'/d like to erase Every day I try as it grips me, stares me in the face I did it first at 15 Every day it/'/s real, I wish it were a dream Chip is right, the monster is out of the cage As much as I try to turn the page Temptation wins And I/'/m back in the old tailspin I do it once in a while, that/'/s normal isn/'/t it? That/'/s what I say, after every ever lasting binge trip A few times a week, that/'/s not so bad The fact that I think this way, that/'/s what so sad It/'/s time for me to stop bull/*****/ myself I can/'/t beat this beast alone I need some help So lord, as I pray to you at the edge of my bed Help me get these terrible thoughts out of my head I know it/'/s not you that can cure me But here/'/s a ticket, please come with me [comments] => 1 [counter] => 131 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Beyfoxman5 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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